Modern Israel part 1

On Wednesday night my whole youth group sat and cried out for our nation. I was over on a corner sitting on the floor praying and listening to what God had to say. God clearly told me that our nation is like Israel. We have gone through abundance and now we are stuck in the dessert. We have not followed the commands of God and we have become wicked and sinful. I could hear God saying the we as Christians need to continue to cry out and ask God to lead us to the promise land. We need to keep our eyes on him and he will show us the way out of wickedness.
I felt like I should share this as an encouragement. To tell people never to give up on prayer that God will lead us out of the dessert and into the land he promised. We need to be praying day and night for ourselves and our nation.

my heart belongs to God

My heart belongs to God and God alone!

I get so excited to know that my heart is kept safe by the one who cares most.

I have been getting so excited about who God has for me. God has also been telling me who I need to wait for. I that who he is going to be will be worth waiting for.

God is always preparing for the days ahead. Also he does NOT want us to dwell on the days to come and to live in the future. I know I must not always think about what will come and not enjoy what God is giving me right now.

Although i am sooo excited about the man god has specially planned for me. Even before i was born he had my life planned. He always had my life planned perfectly how he wanted it to be.

There will always be temptations in my life, but i know i need stay true to what God and my parents are telling me. What they say is most important to me in all the world. I have already gone through so many things concerning my heart. I have been taught how to handle those things by having to. I have learned from all my stupid mistakes. I have also learned from the mistakes of the people around me.

It is not all fun and games. There are so many hurtful things that can and will happen. Your heart is the most important part of your body it keeps you alive. Without it both metaphorically speaking and physically speaking it is hard to live. It is so hard to go through and shine Gods love if it is broken hurt or torn.

On my wedding day i want to totally be able to give my heart to my husband without knowing that it has been passed along through so many different people. I pride myself in knowing that it has always been Gods and will be till that day. It excites me to know also that God is able to fix a broken heart in the time it takes it to beat. I have prayed for God to fix it before. It renews your joy to be so much stronger.

I find praying to God so exciting. He is always listening. He always answers them. Even if God does not answer them in a way you think he will or want him to. He always does everything on purpose. Nothing in this world happens on accident.

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My Savior

Jesus truly is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. He is my true savior. He is my joy and my peace and comfort. With all my heart I will sing his praise. If I only had one more breath I would shout his name loud and clear. I want everyone to know the love of my savior. He came to earth and truly humbled himself to be a baby born in a stable. He came from King of all to a carpenter who died to take away the sins of this world. With a hole in each wrist and one in each ankle. With a wound in his side he hung from a tree. He rose again three days after he died. He appeared to over four hundred people as a man still with his wounds. He rose into heaven with all glory and majesty. He now sits at the right hand of the Father. I will proclaim his name, i will shout his praise and i will worship my king. I will fall to my knees and cry out to the one true God of all creation.

Intercession

When i see all these people who don't know Jesus it so breaks my heart. I recently learned one of my best friends does not truly know him. I was telling my dad about it and i stopped and realized how important it is to intercede for them. There are so many that we don't even know some that have not even heard of his glorious name or is his saving grace. I know that i need to be praying for god to send his spirit upon them. That he would touch theirs lives and open their eyes. It is so heart breaking to know all these people going to eternal torment. It is also eye opening to me. I never thought about it like this and it has never really broken my heart till now. I knew they would not share the joy of dancing with the king of kings and worshiping the lord of lords. I never thought about what they would be doing. I want my friend and all those people put their to share the joy i have from being one of his children. From knowing that i am saved by the one who sits high upon the throne. From the one who died for my sins so that i could spend an eternity worshiping him. There is NO greater love than what Jesus can give you through knowing him and having a true relationship with him. With all the desires of my heart i want everyone to know how amazing and wonderful and majestic and peaceful and joyous and comforting God's love truly is. How indescribable it is. I mean how amazing is it to know that the King of Kings and lord of lords knows your name and planned your life. He knows every second what you will do next. He personally created you and thought of you from the beginning of this world. I want them to know that by God's grace alone are we saved from eternal torment and brought into the most indescribable relationship ever known. I want them to know that only God can make us pure and give us true joy for eternity.

There is no other name
By which man can be saved
There is no other name under Heaven
There is rest for my soul
And the wounded made whole
And the captives set free and forgiven

Such love as i have never known
I've found by the grace that flowed through me
In my unrighteousness
This is why my heart and soul and tongue confess

Isaiah 40:3-5

A voice of one calling: In the desert prepare the way for the LORD; make straight in the wilderness a highway for our God.
Every valley shall be raised up, every mountain and hill made low; the rough ground shall become level, the rugged places a plain.
And the glory of the LORD will be revealed, and all mankind together will see it. For the mouth of the LORD has spoken.

Isaiah 40:3-5

Who Will Be My Voice In This Nation

Who will go to the battle fields and fight?
Who will step up?
Who will speak my name loudly with no fear?
Who will comfort my people?
Who will be my voice in this nation?
Who will cry out?
Who will be BOLD?
Whom shall I send?

I will say i will go!
I will go to the battle fields and fight!
I will step up!
I will speak Gods name loudly with no fear!
I will comfort his people!
I will be his voice in this nation!
I will cry out!
I will be BOLD!
LORD SEND ME!

As i was going back to my room last night with my devotions notebook in my hand. I accidentally turned the page to see my notes of Lewis Burke's sermons. All i saw was who will be my voice in this nation? I broke down crying and i couldn't move. As i finally started walking again I could clearly hear God say that i will be his voice in this nation.
I know all these people that would know there call on their life and know what God wanted them to do. I never did, I prayed and prayed for him to show me what it was. Last night i finally heard God on what he wants me to do with my life.
Another thing like before this week i could barely hear God on anything. I was going through a season of silence and me not listening to what he had to say to me. Finally one night at my youth group i went up for prayer. The youth leaders wife prayed for me. I did not say anything to her but she just prayed that i would be able to hear God clearly. That he would tell me what i need to do. I went home that night so excited about God. As i layed in bed that night I prayed to God as well that he would show me things. Now all this week i have been able to hear him loud and clear!!!

Glorious In America... part 2

It is so scary to see all the things going on right now in America. When i rarely do watch the news all i see are things about the stock market or murders or bombings or all these things that are stressing us. Then i don't even have to mention the elections. It is so clear how much we need to cry out to God right now. I am speaking for myself when i say that I call myself a christian and have not been caring about the world God has graciously givin us to live in. I know that i need to speak up in prayer to cry out for our country. If I really do want this to be the land of the free I need to go out and minister and comfort those hurting. I need to be praying for God to send his holy spirit down on us and fill us. I need to be praying for him to take us on the right path and to lead us. I know God can save a dying nation look what he did with the Isrealites.

Glorious In America... part 1

These are the lyrics to the song that god gave me that i talked about in my first post!

Let your glory fly
Let your glory fly
Let your glory fly

If my people will humbly pray
Turn from sin and there wicked way
Then i will hear them and heal their lands
And secure my glory and power again

Lift your eyes up
To the sky
The lord is coming..coming to america again
Can you feel the fire
Can you see the wind
It's blowing through it's coming to america again

Go and tell them the blind will see
The lame will walk and tha slave is free
Shout the news that the lost will say
In the name of jesus you dead be raised

Oh God could this be
The land of the free
The land of the free
Oh God could this be
The land of the free
The land of the free

When God spoke to me!

One morning I was sitting on my bed doing my devotions and god spoke to me about humility. It was so amazing, I looked up so many passages that said things to me so clearly. I never knew God was so easy to hear if you just take the time to listen. I had not just sat down to listen to God and what he had to show me in so long.
As he was rapidly showing me all these references about humility I saw one in 2 Chronicles 7:14 that was talking about humbly praying. I was reading it and i noticed that i had heard a song that had these lyrics in it and the first verse was 2 Chronicles 7:14. I went and listened to the song. After hearing it, and being totally amazed by God, he gave a dance to the song. Our dance team (Jezreel) had been praying and trying to think of new dances for so long and God gave me one in like two minutes.
Also i had not really been myself just kinda sad and depressed, but that morning God gave me back my joy. I was able to smile again, and laugh, and hear God. So far this had been the best morning in a long time.
I went and to tell my mom (and i think i interrupted her devotions) about everything that had happened. We both got to just sit down and talk. It was so AMAZING! :-)